In 1983 I experienced a vivid embodied nondual awakening. (You can read about that in learn more button) I was crossing the Pacific Ocean aboard a 35ft cruising sailboat on my way from Mexico to the So. Pacific. This awakening to nondual embodiment felt ordinary, and also extraordinary. My whole being felt like “I” was in the center of an infinite expanse of unified spacious stillness. The stillness pervaded me and the ocean, the sky and the birds. Every “thing/being” had its individuality but this spaciousness created an experience of oneness. The experience stayed with me for more than 25-days at sea. It became an ordinary way to move through my routine and simple life on a small boat on the ocean. And it arose over the years fairly consistently whenever I was on a long ocean crossing. But when I arrived on land, and encountered other people, the experience would dissolve. My greatest desire was to discover why that dissonance occurred, and rectify it. I searched and studied for more than 25 years, seeking (via psychology, philosophy, science, somatic and spiritual traditions and teachers), a method that would point me directly to my realized experience. And would support me to gradually stabilize my experience in the center of all pervasive space, individual and unified. I wanted the lived experience of nondual embodiment. And I found it. Using Judith Blackstone’s Realization Process. Practice with the exercises on this website offers direct experience of nondual embodiment.